It’s been sixteen years
Loong and hollow
There’s day it was unbearable
But then there’s day I hardly remember
Mind is like a mesh
Remember certain things
And forgot others
I was afraid I’d forget
So I have you everywhere
In pictures
in wall
in wallet
in your old book recipe
In your handwriting
That’s how I keep you alive
By remembering
By baking
By cooking
Because only then I can meet you through memories.