Painfull Connection

Dear grrrl,

Did you know that I feel betrayed?

That I being used by you, when no one was around you.

You were alone against the world

Against the people you love

I was there to support you

To be the shoulder you need to cry on

But most of all to be the ear that will listen to your silent cry and painful laugh

Did you know I feel betrayed?

For being so open and makes me vulnerable

Telling you all the pain, the hardship, the loath I had against the world

Now that you were through

You no longer need me, nor do I need you

I was happy for you

Genuinely happy whatever path you choose

Even though it hurted me

Did you know I feel betrayed?

For you not talking to me after all you’ve been through

I didn’t ask for a deep meaning full conversation

I longed for a connection out of politeness

No, am not gonna whinning like you did

Now that every thing is on your side you just disappear

Into nothing

Left me with the pain for trusting you

And for this I was forever in hatred for cut myself open in front of you

Have a good life.

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