Unfair

To people who treat me unfairly.
I would keep my mouth shut.
To people who didn’t acknowledge my struggle.
I would keep my mouth shut.
To people who didn’t see my sacrifice.
I would keep my mouth shut.
To people who bitching the way I look.
I would keep my mouth shut.
To people who narrow-minded.
I would keep my mouth shut.
And that’s my friend the reason I never speak to you.
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.xo.

Tete-a-tete

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after mind-blowing screw so I could knew

what it feels beneath you and what please you

and to where our relation will flew after all the shit I shew

belong to me, I beg you, and I you

Despair

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I thought you were leaving

I thought you were disappearing

but you were enjoying crawling in every vein

caressing all my pain

Coincidence

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is when I try so hard not to text you even I desperately want to text you

You actually text me.

and I melt.

Tenggelam

Dari jauh aku pandangi kehidupanmu. Kamu dan motormu, Aprillia Shiver-mu. Kegilaanmu memacu adrenalin membuatku mencintaimu. Membayangkanmu mengendarai motormu nafasku berderu. Aku mau jadi motormu.

Mau gila rasanya tau kamu jatuh dan aku jauh dari sisi mu. Aku mau benahi lukamu, bersihkan sekujur tubuhmu dengan peluhku. Kamu buat aku gila.

Jarak membuat kamu bisu. Menggapai jauh direngkuh nyata. Aku yang tak bisa dimiliki dan kamu yang bukan untuk dimiliki.

Dari jauh aku pandangi kehidupanmu. Kamu dan gadis-gadismu, gadis binal mu. Membuat aku cemburu. Buta. Aku mau kamu. Aku mau menorehkan dosa bersama mu.

Sentuh salam lama dari mu menyayat hatiku. Kalau bisa aku terbang ke dunia mu. Supaya kamu berhenti membuat aku gila. Aku mau menjadi milikmu.

Aku mau kamu hanya mengendarai aku dan menari denganku.

Sampai aku lupa dunia ada. Dan bukan untuk kita berdua.

Exoticism

Saya iri

sama kamu

yang bisa meliarkan kulit hitam kamu

tanpa harus peduli

bagaimana orang melihat

dengan bibir nyinyir

dan berdeham

‘Kamu seperti pembantu’

Atau

bagaimana teman tidurmu

yang selalu memujamu

dan mencintai eksotisnya kamu

tanpa perlu tersakiti

pandangan orang lain

dan berteriak

‘I love you hun’

Aku iri

sama kamu

dan kulit hitammu

yang melankolis eksotis

Aku iri

bukan pada fisikmu

yang keling dan kusam

tapi kecintaanmu

untuk tidak melulu gila produk pemutih

dan kenyamananmu

untuk tidak khawatir rambut merah mu yang lusuh

tidak tersisir

Aku iri

pada teman tidurmu

yang menggilaimu apa adanya

dan teman kecilnya

yang selalu tertarik menyetubuhimu

pada pandangan mata

penuh kekaguman akan hatimu

dan menjilati tengkuk coklatmu

Aku iri

sama kamu

akan kebanggaanmu

yang narsis hedonis

Curse Train

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Everyday I run to chase you. To make sure I get a seat so I don’t have to sleep while hanging and standing. Lucky enough I only to see the unlucky people sleeping while hanging and standing. Life is though. But that’s how this is working. First arrive first serve. First come first sit. Tired and long journey sometimes blind you. From a need to let woman or old people or kids to have a sit; in need to sleep. There’s still thoughtful people despite less wise people. So don’t worry.

Everyday I have to worry are you gonna work well or not. Arrive on time. Less crowded. Cool car. No, it’s not always happen. It’s one per tenth or hundredth. That’s not what I get. Late arrival from schedule. Overloaded and overcrowded passengers. A not-working-so-well air condition worsen our rage. Spill oil into a fire.I get what it called reversed. Don’t mind; I get for what I’ve paid.

Everyday I have to be positive. That someone is not gonna steal my phone, my wallet, my bag, my life. Or that someone will not do disgusting public sexual harassment by have a chance to grab my breast, my thighs, my ass, my vagina. Or any chance in this overcrowded train. I don’t have a chance to worry about it. I try my best to be able to breath, to stand with my both feet, to let myself hanging on. Don’t less guarded; they steal a chance and disappear.

May be this is you. This shit is your specialty. You are a savior to the desperate, in need of fast and free-traffic transportation. You are a dream to kid, like the child song tell them. You are a nightmare to the commuter, in need to always worry you will work at your best. You are a curse to us, in a slow pace of enhancement.

No maybe this is not you. Maybe this is just how shit doing their work.

And yet you still want a raise?

Fuck

Another me you barely see (and all the pent-ups)

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